Preface to the blog :P

When the head feels numb, empty maybe, or it feels like something that is beyond our realms of understanding, we’ve all been there, at one or another point of time, we’ve all been there. It’s better to write it down what you feel, at any point you feel it, rather than talking about it. Talking, as many of us must have unerstood by now, will make us believe the lies that we’ve created. It’ll make us fall in love, it’ll make us believe that we aren’t good enough, it’ll even make us feel that we are dejected and bereft and even more caustic of it’s effects can lead to nuerosis or character disorders. peer pressure, academic pressures, teachers, our friends, first love(we all like to call it that) and anything and everything that is irrevalant to our age, we feel it. Yes we love to use this word a lot, “feelings”. Wo meri feeling nahi smjhti, usko to as meri feelings hurt hi krna aata hai. What exactly are these feeling that we love talking about? Have we ever turned a sharp eye towards ourselves. It is a simple over-exaggerated word. Khair getting back to what i was discussing, empty mind. (bear with my lost style of writing if you can). It is better to shut it up when u don’t have anything good to say, or anything rational to say precisely. No, i’m not saying to hold back what you need to say, but, to hold back till your sure of it. Till your brains functions more properly, till it comes out of hibernation. Collect from your surroundings. Don’t try to give. Don’t try to give what you will want back some day, everyday; your peace of mind. Stay. Don’t utter a word. Don’t move. Remember karma at every footstep,what you can’t have, you can’t own. Wanting to be understood at this phase would be your utmost longing. It always has been a scream in our heads and it always will be, because as cultural people we can’t communicate without being understood. But the bigger question is, are you all set to explain yourself? Some of us(including me) have huge issues when it comes to explaining ourselves, not because we don’t understand but we are just gauche. But that won’t always be an excuse you’ll get away with. I am also learning as i am writing. So, it is easier for me to tell things that are practical and not commonplace.

P.S. Happy reading folks.. :)